judul judulan

where the fuck are you?...
hiding? or just tryin to be apathy, i guess you're a pathetic...looser...


ah bikin lirik hardcore g bisa....ahahha well, yang penting udah belajar, TITIK.
pemalas kaya gue cepat bosenan, g tau apa yang mau dikejar...
yah tp kalo kata abang gue
"The great thing about bein' a human
the ability to reason. but reasoning don't work when no one cares, 2 parts apathy, one part despair"
hhehhe (ketawa karena g ngerti tuh apa artinye)


hahha tentang gue yang orangnya cepet bosen masa depan masih gelap...hadehhh kalo dipikirin terus kaga da habisnya...ckckkc
tp yang jelas untuk nanti gue pengen kerja, tapi bukan jadi BUDAK! berangkat pagi kena macet, pulang sore tidur, berangkat pagi lagi pulang sore tidur lagi...
it waste my life away!
tapi bingung mau kerja apaan yang bisa g kaya gt...
sekarang semua udah jadi budak kapitalis...kalo kata mr. robert "udah ngga ada celah bersembunyi dari kapitalisme..."
untuk saat ini gue bilang "Go ahead, work, waste your life away, fuck that world, go fuck that right away"

try hard

gue g tau kapan terakhir buka blog ini...yah munkin setengah taunan kaleee...*lebay n ddramatisir..ahhaha gue tau lu nyesel kenal sama gue...
yahh its okay
tp yang lebih pahit buat gue kenapa gue harus kenal dia kalo gue emang bikin dia sakit. gue emang berusaha keras buat dia ngga sakit...tapi karena keegoisan gue yang memaksa dia, dari pertama gue kenal gue udah selalu ngingetin diri sendiri untuk jangan sampai kehilangan dia...i think she's an extraordinary for me...so ibelieve that she's the one...
jujur gue g suka nulis

cuma bingung mau ngapain...
zzzzz
laporan magang gue aja blom kelar2 padahal udah deadline
ahhhh
WTF...
gue lagi g mood buat ngerjain...
cuma gara2 gue udah penat g tau mau sapa lagi yang pengen gue curhatin...(karena udah banyak)

dia bahagia dengan orang lain...
sulit anget buat ikhlasinnya
tp gue berusaha keras...meski kadang tiap malem cuma bengong liatin foto lu..ahhaha
bego banget ye gue...
zzzzzzz
n gue berusaha keras! biar dia bahagia ama orang lain, ati nyesekkk,insomnia, maag kambuh (yang terakhir boong)...mungkin Allah ngasih jalan ini biar dia g gue sakitin terus
karena gue sayang dia.
keep smile even if you hurts...

ENDLESSLY by MUSE


There's a part of me
You'll never know
The only thing
I'll never show

Hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes

It's plain to see
It's trying to speak
Cherished dreams
Forever asleep

Hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes

Hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
BUT THE MOMENT NEVER COMES???????